From day one to the day of her death she's been the most rewarding, beautiful, and loving God sent. Why me God? I'll never know or begin to understand. But God gave her to me to love and raise as a child through her most challenging years of her life. Preparing her for adulthood. A fine young daughter she was indeed. But now it's time to give her back to the one who gave her to me.........God; for they're not ours to keep. I'm honored and blessed to have such a beautifull gift from God. We must go forward for the living, our work is not done. For Kaylynn her work was complete. And yes KK you made an A+ perfect score in your little life. No matter what. You made an impression on everyones lives....You and your brother helped me through the toughest times of my life. God gave me two wonderfull children, Derwin and 12 yrs. later came you. Oh, what a joy. You had it tough the first week of birth. We thought we'd loose you due to an unexplained illness, but God wasn't finished with you yet. My darling, do you know how many lives you touched and how many people loved and cherished every monent being with you? I wish I could have given you a better life, but I did the best I could with what I had. What a miracle. You were my little sweet heart and angel who never complained about small stuff or even not having a daddy to love you and watch you grow into the beautiful young lady you turned out to be....when life was bitter you made lemonaid out of lemons. You always knew how to change a frown to a smile. At the age of 16 God decided your work on earth was done. I just wasn't ready to let go. We did alot together, thank God. Went to disneyworld, fun vacations, the beach and just laying around in the pool talking about personal and little intiment stories. I hope I was able to help you grow and learn in life as much as you taught me. I have learned sooo much from yu my sweetie. More than you'll ever know. I am turning my life around because of you. And from this day forward, I will always keep you safe in my heart. I will fullfill your wish for me. and you and I only know what that is. I will carry on your spirit and put a smile on the face of someone who may need a hug or a kiss. There was nothing short of your hugs and kisses. Please forgive me for mistakes I may have made with you. You turned out fine. I couldn't have asked for a better daughter in my life. Your friends and family love you dearly. I must let go now and with that I'll say not goodby but "Goodmorning sunshine, the Earth says hello!" Love, moma always and forever in my heart...................xoxoxo
